Monday, March 22, 2004

Ok. So the legacy of dumpness and lonliness lives on. Shane actually dumped me yesterday because he's too depressed to have a girlfriend, and he doesn't want to have a girlfriend. I'm ok with that. Seriously I am. Nathan was upset today because of past relations with Michele and I felt bad because I couldn't do anything to console him. Now I feel really bad because my mom wont let me paint my room anything but the yellow the designer chose (without even meeting me) and I want a darker yellow so my room doesn't look like a sun. Then, since I was arguing with my mom, my dad said he wouldn't buy me the concert tickets because he thought I was acting obnoxious, which I guess I was, but I don't want my room to misrepresent me. I don't want it to be like my parents rooms because I'm not them. Even though Becca kicked me out of the concert group (and I reasonably dislike her now for it) Maddy said I could join, and since I'm getting a pit ticket, I'm gonna help them slip into the Pit. Shhh! Don't tell anyone! (Although chances are, no one is ever going to read this.) That's all I've got to say, and I declare, I feel a lot better with all that off my chest. By the way, I have choral adjudication tomorrow so I get to miss school, work hard and sing, then get to roam the mall with Dylan. YAY!

Sunday, March 21, 2004

Actually, (I couldn't tell you this before because Camille, Michele, and Dylan came over) I now have a half-boyfriend, Shane, who likes me, and i like him, but he doesn't want to go out and he lives on the other side of the county, which suck. And the guy that I like here just started going out with my friends which is ok because she knew I liked him and she was very nice about it. She asked if it was ok and all and I said it was fine. Not much else happened because I was very fed up with school and Dylan left for Utah on Tuesday and didn't come back until today. I saw Rebecca and Nathan 2. I wasn't really paying attention so I didn't see that a week and a half went by and I hadn't gone on my beloved blog or Dave Barry blog site. What was I thinking?!?!?!?!? So if you have any comments, suggestions, or just want to write and say hi, you're welcome to do that, because I'm sooo lonely here and I want to know I'm heard.
Now you know what I've been up to all week:)
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Nihilist Bear
Nihilist Bear

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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
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Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say
Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
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as many say "Your head is in the

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